Wednesday, September 28, 2011

I'm derealizing horribly right now. It's almost unbearable. I feel completely alone. I want to sleep but I know I won't be able to. I suppose I'll dope myself up so I can't feel so awful.

Sometimes I don't understand why my mother just won't let me die. I want to kill myself, I really do. I resent her for it.

Fare-thee-well.

2 comments:

  1. Don't kill yourself,
    you have a blog now. What will we have to read when you're gone?
    Exactly.

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  2. You have no idea how great this comment made me feel.

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